Grumble grumble

Today I find myself in the odd(but rapidly becoming more and more of a thing) position of being in a really bad mood. The day does not start right when you open your fridge and realize that you have nothing to eat for breakfast. It also does not help to be bombarded with phone calls first thing when you walk into your office space.

I think I miss the CITY too much. By city I mean NYC. Sometimes I think that I should have moved back to New Jersey when I got out of the Marine Corps. I stayed here in San Diego because I was trying to get back into the Marines(thank god no more). I was trying to get station here as a Prior Service, but that did not happen. As a matter of fact, I am glad to be a civilian now and not be invloved in the Marines anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love the Marine Corps, but moving on is also good. Which brings me to today. It is time to move on and go back to the place where I feel the most at home. I have my family, friends and possible life mate there. Perhaps I'll talk about her in these blogs in the coming day.

As of right now the bill are preventing me from saving any real money for the move. Thus my wishes to become a civilan employee with the government. I work for the government as a contractor right now. However, if I become a governement employee and I am able to get a job in the East Coast, my move would be pay by them. I like the job that I do, but it is not enough to pay the bills. So the hunt for better pay continues. Speaking of work, I should be doing that right now instead of blogging.